I didn't make callbacks.
I'm okay with that.
Actually I'm not. I'm not okay in that I thought I was going to at least make the 2nd round.
But other than that I'm very much okay with not making it.
Because I can't act.
I can't. I'm not an actress. Am I dramatic? Oh yeah. But I act OFF stage not ON stage. Me being on stage and not being myself doesn't feel natural. I want people to know me for me, not as someone else. I'm not saying that those who act won't be known as themselves.
But I'm starting to like me. I'd like to show people me not the people I can play.
As a side note, I also have lots of projects to work on during this semester. And let's be honest, my class load probably would have started stressing me out if I also had to add in the rehearsal schedule.
A proud moment for myself, being okay. Not something I would have felt in the past but I feel it so now.
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