I am feeling sick and the guy I like knows I like him.
It's time to be a little bit honest, not that I haven't been honest with you in the past.
I'm 22. I'm not in any way, shape or form ready to be in a relationship (let alone marriage..egads). I have never been in a relationship nor gone on a 2nd date with any guy. Yes I have dated, whatever this isn't completely about me right now.
Yes, I like him. HOWEVER I've never tried to be anything but his friend. I'm not even sure if we would work well together. We have too many similarities to the point where it's gotten kind of weird. We'd be talking, he'd say something and I'm just like, in my head, "oh my gosh, you like that? Me too.."
It's Awkward!!
But really though, it makes me feel weird. Half the time I wonder if he thinks I'm liking things just because of him. Grandma says I worry too much. She's right.
Really though, it's so weird.
Enough of that. School is almost over, this week in fact. Finals will be over by Thursday and then I'm not taking classes until Fall Semester starts. I'm looking forward to the break, from school at least.
Instead of classes and work, it'll be work, triathlon training (yeah, your Mom does that. It's a thing.) and writing. Gosh, I've missed it. I am grateful for this blog because I get some kind of writing in every day. I don't feel like I'm doing nothing then. Well, doing nothing writing wise.
I've taken a brief hiatus from my writing group just until finals are over and then I'm going to jump back in. Yes, I'll still be updating this every day and I have some short stories that I need to write. One of them has been on the back burner since last November. The book I'm writing for my writing group is also a big project that I want to focus on as well as my fan-fic and the lit group that I'm a co-founder of.
Busy? Yes. But it'll be a good outlet and frankly I need it after all the weird guy stuff.
Well, I'm off to go take a test and turn in some homework. Till tomorrow.
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